Hi!! person who is taking the time to read this… (‘v ’ )
I’ll try not to make it tooo long.. key word “Try”
First I’ll start out with my name obviously…which is Cierra. I was born on December 29, 1994 (17 yrs ;) so that makes me an overly proud Capricorn. I definitely take my zodiac sign seriously it’s the only thing in this world that has ever given me an insight as to who I am.
I’m 2/3 black (African American) whatever not to big on the specifics of what you refer to us as & 1/3 Native American (mashpee wampanoag) I know like “Evveerryy” black person says they are but contrary to popular belief I actually know for certain that I am my grandmother is a huge part of my life so there :p.
I do reblog more than I blog majority of the time so if that bothers you uhhh too bad lol but I do write post from time to time..mostly on the weekends when I’m not doing anything..on the weekdays i usually just browse & reblog it’s the laziness..lol
Now back to it ..I’m a huge reader I prefer to read over everything else it’s actually reading books that distract me from doing important things more so than twitter & tumblr not saying that they don’t because they DEFINITELY do…some of my favorite authors are Lili st. Crow , Kwan, P.c & Kristan Cast, V.C Andrews, Nelson Demille && my all time favorite is Christopher Pike I love love loooooove his books there is always a lesson to be learned in the underlining context.
When it come to Religion I’m really not religious never really was. I do believe in some of their teachings though…I believe there’s a higher being something way beyond ourselves but I don’t believe that there’s just one specific way to meet that higher being…I just feel like if you live life with a kind heart try not to hurt people help out when you can & not go out of your way to hurt people or contribute to hurting people then when death does knock on your door you wont have anything to fear…
Yes Death does scare me just a tad but it’s not my death that scares me it’s the death of others that I’m afraid of…like will I be able to see those close to me again or are they just gone forever things like that..simple yet entirely tooo complicated..Like myself, I would like to think.
Definitely an over-thinker it’s a blessing & curse when something happens a million & one scenarios play-out in my head before I respond I make simple things hard & hard things things hardier (haha wink wink no pun-intended tho) yet majority of the time it keeps me from getting into fucked up situations, it keeps me on my toes, keeps me open minded allows me to question everything so I wont just allow myself to be stuck in one place when there’s so much out here…all these things I am so grateful for…
Not really a social person I’m Loud, Goofy,Immature, Lazy, & a tad bit cynical & very sarcastic mainly because inside I take everything serious so when I speak I try to make a joke out of it to lessen the seriousness of certain situations if that makes sense…(shrug) if people can get the sarcasm but lucky me my friends usually catch it..(Yay me x)
I love video games but I’m not a big gamer..I’m big Mass Effect head, I play uncharted, Ninja Gaidan ,Fall Out every now & again Dead Space when people are around & I love love loveeddd God of war & of course the Sims.. I know that’s a lot of games but honestly I hardly play them but when I do. It goes all the way down!!…lol
They also feed into my alone time which I happen to enjoy I’m not your typical I like being alone because I always feel alone it’s just that I feel better when I’m alone there’s just something so soothing about being in your own presence (AGAIN if that makes sense)…
I have smoked weed before I’ve also drank alcohol (the illegal kind not the rubbing kind) but it’s not something I make a habit out of. I just tried a time or two just to say I did && out of pure curiosity & not peer-pressure it was waaay before the wiz khalifa faze..& neither is for me well at the moment lol I prefer my mind clear of all fog ,haze, cloud blah blah etc..I kinda don’t know if I should but this in here but hey what the hell right??!! I’m a proud Virgin, never even kissed a boy before well except when I was like 7 or 8 but I hardly remember that so I don’t count it!! Soo I’ll ugh just say I have hardly kissed a boy since I was 7 or 8..(hmm) Never been in love, strong like ,yes but not love I am happy to admit that I have no idea what love is…which again is a blessing & a curse at times I feel like I’m missing out & or maybe I wasn’t good enough to have my first love at 15,16 but then when my thoughts progressed & I see that I’m one of the lucky ones I get to prepare & experience a little more of life before I meet my true love which is giving me more of a chance to be perfect for him..right? (awww) lol but that’s just to keep my spirits & self control up…because I do still have “friends” that tend to get a little to “friendly” so I have to continue to tell myself that I’m saving my virginity for myself & that “special someone” not because a religion tells me too (not that, that’s bad or anything) or for marriage even though I do hope that I’ll spend the rest of my life with the person I do so happen to loose it too but also so I wont end up in position that I’m not ready for..(Pregnancy, STI ,STD, obsession from me or him etc.)
Yet these are not the things I worry about I try my hardest to love myself first before all else because it all starts at home I can’t make the people around me happy if I’m not happy myself so that’s my main focus as of now me!!
Now back to the less personal stuff I’m a Japanime head to the hundredth thousandth degree lol I would like to thank Cartoon Network for starting this obsession with Pokemon,Sailor moon, Dragon Ball Z, Digimon too but I forgot what channel that was on then Adult Swim graduating to Inuyasha which I still obsess over till this day, Bleach, Full Metal Alchemist,Code Geass Death Note then came our Anime network which introduced me to Neo Angelique, Hell Girl, kaichous Wa Maid Sama then came the computer lol & animefreak.tv where I watched Vampire Knight, Blood Plus, Clannad, Hyakka Ryoran: Samurai Girls,11 eyes then came my father lol with Afro Samurai, Final Fantasy, Appleseed && now currently watching Zombie Loan…
Music wise I’m just as Diverse I’ll listen to any & everything..I swear when I got hooked on the ending themes of Inuyasha & from then on the music at the end of all the Japanime I watched I fell in love with the music, then on a whim I came across Super Junior loved them then I found Big Bang fell in love with them spreading out to solo Taeyang ,G-Dragon,T.O.P,TVXQ, 2NE1, Wondergirl, Girls Generation Etc…I would be at this all day but honestly I listen to just about anything except for gospel & metal….
As you can see I’m interested in a lot of Asian culture but I’m not obsessed with it I don’t try to be an Asian girl because I’m not & never will be I just so happen to love Korean music & Japanese cartoons & music as well as Chinese instrumentals …All of these things have stories behind them & a reason why I love them…
Well that’s all I can think to write at the moment thanks for reading all the way through it’s much appreciated if you want to know more message me,ask me,whatever floats your boat… =))